Chainsmoking For Peace

I'm trapped in about 40 pounds (used to be 35, damnit) of too much me with six half-insane children and an X wife who (now that she's legally restricted (FOREVER) from having custody of said children) has suddenly grown a conscience and an unfailing internal indicator of what's BEST for them, and how I do it WRONG most of the time.

I'm going back to my chainsmoking now.